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Microcosmographia xlii: It’s Okay To Say Things That Seem Obvious

Microcosmographia xlii: It’s Okay To Say Things That Seem Obvious

When planning a writing project, a talk, a presentation, or even a conversation, I often end up at an anxiety about my apparent lack of novel thoughts that boils down to the tautology “Everything I can think to say is something I already know.”

As it turns out, people love to hear an idea they already had, phrased in a fresh way. Sitting in a conference hall hearing someone hitch one agreeable sentence to another, in words you hadn’t thought to use yet, is a genuinely enjoyable time. Reading a text that takes ideas that existed as nameless nebulae in your mind and puts them down, in sturdy sentences, is cathartic and validating.

Listening to my dear friend Jon Bell narrate my own words back to me feels lovely, even though it’s the most obvious and familiar content possible, because I wrote every word of it.

#32
March 10, 2023
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Microcosmographia lxxi: Litany of the Long Self

If you’re anything like me, your brain does not summon up reasons to be proud without some delicate coaxing. It helps to keep a “done list” to complement your “to-do” list for the day, to acknowledge how much you’ve accomplished. This can change the character of a day from “what a bust” to “what an achievement”. But you also need it on a larger scale. When you genuinely reflect on the overwhelming torrent of the long and fractally detailed history of your life so far, you find there is so much to give yourself credit for, so much evidence that you’ve been through a lot and you can surely get through a lot more. Here’s a list that I recite to myself on days when I am uncertain about whether I’ll be able to handle whatever comes next.

  • I have sprinted and shipped under pressure, again and again
  • I have spoken, and written, and conveyed wisdom
  • I have studied and learned
  • I have built with my hands, with my mind, and with my words
  • I have glimpsed a faraway land, learned its ways, and called it home
  • I have carved my own path amidst false idols
  • I have listened to and nurtured selves I did not know I contained
  • I have met my icons and kept my cool
  • I have come to contain what I admire
  • I have understood deep truths about the universe
  • I have made relationships stronger and stronger
  • I have resisted temptation
  • I have learned to be satisfied with less, and then done it again and again
  • I have kept quiet when my voice was not needed
  • I have devised a sturdy vehicle to fortify my frailties
  • I have made my own tools and discovered wisdom in my own ways
  • I have seen the absence of self
  • I have nurtured a good child

  • I will study and learn

  • I will raise two good people
  • I will find ever more peace, inspiration, and belonging
  • I will create opportunities for more people to be inspired and find truth
  • I will witness unimaginable progress
  • My best days are ahead of me
#31
February 20, 2023
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# Microcosmographia lxiv: Incantation 3 — Okay, Compared to What?

This most powerful incantation may be my most important discovery of 2021.

Any judgment you make, especially about yourself or your situation, must be in comparison to something else. Explicit or not, you hold some model to measure against.

Let’s take an easy example up front, from my dear friend and Microcosmographia narrator Jon Bell. I have a tendency to complain about Apple software design and quality, and Jon has a tendency to challenge me in a way that I interpret as, “Okay, compared to what?” Honestly, who is doing a better job than Apple at these jobs? While taking into consideration all the variables needed to deliver such sophisticated products to such a vast, varied audience? Of course, no one is. I was once again comparing against some imaginary ideal in my mind (perhaps against the imaginary ideal of Apple media event keynotes), instead of against anything that has ever existed on this planet. Another way of phrasing it is “what should they have done?” And if you have a better answer than people who have this as their entire job, you could probably have a successful career in the industry! (That’s not meant to be dismissive, it’s meant to be inspiring — come and help us make it better!)

So it’s a helpful way to reconsider complaints you might have about anything — a product, a person, a place, a global geopolitical stae of affairs.

#30
April 29, 2022
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Microcosmographia lvxiii: Incantation 2 — So what are you going to do about it?

This incantation works to transmute outrage, melancholy, and general complainy crabbiness; into resoluteness, tranquility, and general reasonableness. It’s a bit of serenity prayer, a bit of five whys, a bit of zen, a bit of Jobs “saying no to 1,000 things”.

This one has been hard to write about. The inner critic is a snarky Twitter account, always hunting for the most uncharitable possible interpretation of everything you say or do; and mine was mashing out critical brane-tweets all along as I tried to express this idea gracefully. I’ve excised about 1,000 words in this letter over the past several weeks. But here’s a short version I think gets the idea across all right.

When I catch myself spending more than a moment on reacting negatively to anything, I’ve been asking, Okay, so, what are you going to do about it?

This is meant in a compassionate way! I genuinely want to know. What am I particularly equipped to offer to ameliorate the situation? Is there really anything substantive I can do? If not, can I let go of it?

#29
January 18, 2022
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Microcosmographia lxv: Elementary particles of meaning

One of my favorite moments in deep discussion with a dear friend is when the conversation seems to hit bedrock.

Jon Bell and I talk quite a lot, and one thing we both love about the friendship is trying to understand the other person’s taste, especially when there’s a strong taste contrast between the two of us. While he explains DJ sets and hip-hop and standup comedy; I explain earnest, intimate Japanese indie acts and Dwarf Fortress.

Right now he’s reading Our Mathematical Universe, the book most influential on my philosophy, and sharing impressions as he goes. What’s exciting is that we seem to have found something fundamentally different about our minds. To me, coming to deeply understand something true about the universe itself is one of the most meaningful experiences imaginable. For Jon, if there isn’t any tangible bearing on any human’s living experience, what’s the point?

We arrived at the idea that perhaps each person has a unique set of elementary particles of meaning: types of experience that are inherently meaningful in some primal way, and that can’t be reduced to any more fundamental parts. Experiences that, when you have one, you can’t explain “what you get out of it” or how it supports some other goal. It is the goal.

#28
December 24, 2021
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Microcosmographia lxii: Incantation 1 — What if you just didn’t?

There are a few commonsense exhortations that I have found that function like magic incantations, cutting through unhelpful thought patterns and wresting me back into a reasonable state of mind. I’d like to write about three of them in turn:

  • What if you just didn’t?
  • So what are you going to do about it?
  • Okay, compared to what?

The first comes from the article “How To Talk To Girls On Twitter Without Coming Off Like A Creepy Rando”, now a venerable six and a half years old. For whatever reason, this line immediately embedded itself in my mind like an ancient proverb. What if you just didn’t? Would you die?

I don’t think I was quite the target audience for that article, as someone not really in the habit of approaching strangers of any gender in any context, even on Twitter. But the words are electric with what seems like a generalizable potency. How seriously do we consider the option of just… not doing something? Especially if it’s so easy to do, and has no obvious, immediate downside?

#27
November 26, 2021
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Microcosmographia lxiii: How to Pause

Hallon, I’m apparently joining a couple of friends like Sarah and Ash by, while not having intentionally and officially stopped sending letters, starting to send them again.

I tend to believe that for maintaining resilience, your inherent character is less important than the systems you’ve put in place as a vehicle to weather the bizarre world we’ve grown around us. When challenges come, I hope to have some system for handling them, or to develop one anew. And, well, the past year has put all of my systems to the test. The vehicle is windswept and battered; the passenger is shaken but intact. The theme that seemed to emerge for me was “expending a lot of effort in order to feel mostly okay”. Without the systems in place, it would likely have been “despite expending a lot of effort, still not feeling okay at all”.

The past six weeks in particular have been the real trial. I’m on leave from work, running the household of three by myself. Survival has been my only aim, and I’m pretty proud that my systems have allowed me to achieve it. (I think loneliness has been the worst of it. Do say hello!)

One of the most important additions to my all-encompassing meta-system is a new understanding of what to do when life, or the entire world, or both, get too absurdly askew to carry on as normal. My automatic response was to pause all systems and focus entirely on the sudden exec-level design dash at work, the household distress, or the current event of historic gravity. Surely I can’t be expected to run my systems and keep up with all that.

#26
January 31, 2021
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Microcosmographia lv: The Discipline

After ten years away, I reread Anathem by Neal Stephenson, a book I’d suspected might be my favorite novel. Now I can say that it is. It’s set in a culture of monastic mathematician-scientist-philosophers who retreat from society for one, ten, one hundred, or one thousand years at a time. They disconnect from the banalities and frivolties of the world to focus on long-term contemplation and study. The premise is so nerdy and esoteric that I kind of can’t believe that a book so perfectly aimed at my brain exists, is popular, and is so good.

#25
March 22, 2019
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Microcosmographia liv: Erasure Meditation

I recently had my worldview forcefully re-centered by Steven Pinker’s book Enlightenment Now. It vividly illustrates that the world is categorically far better than it has ever been, while also being ever more obviously in dire need of further improvement.

An idea appearing at the end of it really knocked me over: the “global workspace” model of consciousness, and specifically . This is the idea that the many modules of your brain have a common area for posting up information to be shared with the others. Each module does lots of subconscious work off on its own, but then can scribble their results on the central blackboard, erase bits, and read the other modules’ results in order to work collaboratively. (Sort of like the top levels of the in a computer, where only the data being actively processed is moved into place for quick access.) Here’s the exciting part: perhaps the blackboard . Like, what if consciousness is what it feels like to the workspace for a bunch of brain modules, where they write information to be shared, and to be the process that evaluates the disparate contents of the blackboard and synthesizes them into coherent ideas? That’s exciting!

#21
April 7, 2018
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Microcosmographia liii: Hanging out with Darwin

So we had a child. Two months in, I have a lot of feelings and hopes and thoughts about that. If you want the cute photos and sentimentality, I can add you to the Facebook group. If you want philosophy, read this letter!

It’s remarkable how wise this tiny creature seems. Sometimes I really get the sense he knows things that I don’t. I’m excited to watch this wiggly little blob develop a mind, a personality, and actual conscious wisdom. But at this early stage, everything a baby does is because it was programmed into his genome. So it feels like I’m hanging out with _evolution itself._There’s something profound to behold in there, in all of us, that eventually becomes obscured by the usefulness of culture, understanding, and language.

#23
March 13, 2018
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Microcosmographia xlvi: Sekai Caravaggio Aruki

Celebrating Inbox Zero by lying on the couch listening to Curtain Call by haruka nakamura, I imagined a video documentary series about historical figures. Do it completely straight-faced, with no explanation of why Caravaggio is unperturbed by a camera crew watching him work on and interviewing him in between painting sessions. (Especially because now that I think of it, .) Get an actor to completely the subject — an impeccable, historically defensible portrayal. Do everything at half the pace people expect from TV, kind of like , “Walking the World with Cats”. Editing that makes you calmer and calmer with each cut. Actually, make it as much like that show as possible — except we’re following historical artists, scholars, and divines around instead of cats. I’d like to watch that.

#24
April 24, 2017
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Microcosmographia xvi: Our Mathemindful Universe

Do you meditate? I used to associate the practice with certain spiritual traditions or worldviews, and I got some moderately useful advice from books like The Zen Commandments and Waking Up. But I didn’t really develop a successful practice of my own until I read a certain theoretical cosmology book. Yeah!

#22
April 10, 2017
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Microcosmographia xli: Wave Existence

How important do you think it is to be consistent? I think I assumed for a long time that of course a person should remain more or less the same person all of the time.

But! Walt Whitman:

Do I contradict myself?

#20
March 4, 2017
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Microcosmographia xxxi: Balanced Values

What are your values? Yours individually, and those of your organizations and projects? I think identifying values works best if you can phrase both the value and its opposite as positives.

Stated values should help you make decisions. Saying that you value "€œmaking great stuff"€ is meaningless, because it'll never help you choose one course of action over another. Nobody would ever wonder, "hmm, should I make this thing great? or "

#19
February 26, 2017
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Microcosmographia xxxviii: Habit

Routine and habit are, I believe, the only reliable tools for improving yourself and your situation. I think they tried to convince me of this in grade school, but it didn'€™t work. Someone recognized the power of this idea and thought, we need to make sure kids get this! If we equip them with the power of good habits, we'€™ll empower an entire generation to reach their true potential! (I spent a long time at war with the word potential, urgh.) So they put on some video or something, saying that if we develop good habits then we can'€¦ eat healthy and get good grades, or some other message that I immediately forgot because it was irrelevant to my juvenile psyche. It really meant nothing to me. What they should have said to get that crucial lesson across was something like, '€œevery single person you think is cool got that way by regularly doing things that made them a better person, whether they felt like it in the moment or not. INCLUDING GEDDY LEE.'€

#18
January 3, 2017
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Microcosmographia xxxv: おやすみなさい

In February I had an evening that made me think, as long as I can experience something like this at least once per year, then life is going well. It's been hard to write about, for fear of disenchanting the preternatural memory. But I did it.

Here's The Story About The Evening I Had

Tokyo; Daikanyama. A shmancier area than I am used to, where I stumble across the impossibly hip bookstore complex.

#17
June 17, 2016
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Microcosmographia xxxiv: Clammbon 2016 Trip Report

This was written for Dramatickers, my fan-site for the band Clammbon. I thought that newsletterfriends might like to read it, too. If you’re in a hurry you can skip to the part at the end where I meet my favorite band and they’re just lovely.

#16
April 7, 2016
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Microcosmographia xxx: Write Think Write Write

Sketching is the cental activity of design, but it doesn'€™t always have to be sketching pictures. I really like roughing out text outlines to make sense of a complicated problem. In this approach, once you understand what you want to make possible, then you can worry about drawing a picture of it.

#15
January 15, 2016
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Microcosmographia xiv: Do the Dumb Things I Gotta Do

How often do you consciously evaluate the direction of your life? For some folks it’s today, once a year. For a good while my answer was “never”. If I was forced to by some major event, I’d think about where I was headed just long enough to reach a reasonable answer, then get back to fulfilling my active projects.

The project was the coarsest unit of aspiration on my mind — Write a chapter. Ship an app. Give a talk. Learn to play a song. Design a poster. Translate a section of a video game. When I thought of something that seemed worth doing, I’d make a project in OmniFocus. Like maybe if I finished enough projects, good things would happen to me on a bigger scale? Sometimes they did. Sometimes not.

#14
January 1, 2016
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Microcosmographia xxix: Siri Teaches Interaction Design, part ii

I’m working through my music library in chronological order, which has been a thrilling rediscovery of my favorite music in its original context. When 1975 came around, I asked Siri to cue up a Soft Machine album and the resulting failure was another fascinating lesson in interaction design, in the spirit of my original Siri Teaches Interaction Design post. Let’s dissect it!

#13
December 21, 2015
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Microcosmographia xxviii: In-Context Undo

Jon, My partner in UX Launchpad, put his prodigious design insight and experience into a post about why undo has been demoted in mobile interfaces. I tend to agree that for designers, just complaining is not going far enough — we should try to understand why smart people designed the system the way it is, and whether there really is a better way. All while being realistic about all of the pressures and compromises that shipping design teams need to balance.

I hate shake to undo Here’s a sidebar from my book about it:

#12
November 20, 2015
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Microcosmographia xxi: Old Bombadillo

Hello, friends. Remember me? I’ve been in a weird place lately. Some of it is that I’ve been busy, sure. But I’ve also just been a quieter person for a while. My personality changes in waves. Sometimes I think that of course people want to read weird emails from me. Other times I think that’s utterly absurd.

#11
November 4, 2015
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Microcosmographia ix: Every Paragraph A Doomsday

I recently finished the book Superintelligence: Paths, Dangers, Strategies by Nick Bostrom. It’s a history of the quest to create superhuman artificial intelligence and a survey of how things may go when we finally manage it. The whole thing is surreally hilarious in that it takes a lot of absurd science-fiction scenarios very, very seriously. Like, what if we set up an AI at a factory to maximize paper-clip production and it ends up converting the entirety of the observable universe to paper clips? Whoooops. This is a real concern. The uncanny atmosphere is magnified in the the audio version, narrated by Napoleon Ryan, whose posh British supervillain performance makes you wonder if he might actually relish describing, say, the destruction, enslavement, or torture of quadrillions of simulated human minds per second. (Seriously, go ahead and check out the audio sample!)

The ideas, the scale, and the moral puzzles involved in this topic are boggling. AI seems to me to be the most significant philosophical concern humans have yet encountered. In some sections of the book, nearly every paragraph offers a possible near-future scenario involving the pointless doom or fundamental transcendence of the human race. It just tosses them out there one after another, each one a free premise for a whole series of apocalyptic or dystopian science fiction novels. Here are a bunch of scenarios that my own brain came up with while reading it.

#10
September 20, 2015
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Microcosmographia xix: How User Interfaces Are Still Failing Us, part ii

Time for another one of this series. It seemed appropriate, since I have been thinking about 3D Touch and the Apple Pencil and the other interactions introduced this morning.

I am all in favor of 3D Touch, which at long last adds some nuance to the Pictures Under Glass experience of Multi-Touch devices. To be honest that when we got pressure sensitivity, we would have the restraint to use it to make the interactions we already had more reliable and forgiving, rather than adding a whole new layer of invisible interactions on top of it all. Of course I have not used 3D Touch yet, but I am a bit nervous that like edge-swipes and two-finger taps and long presses and double-taps, it’ll be yet another class of secret inputs that people accidentally do when they didn’t mean to, or have trouble doing when they do mean to.

#9
September 10, 2015
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Microcosmographia xviii: Periodic Table of Priorities

Do you have a system for managing your time? Since 2005 I’ve used a personal variant of Getting Things Done to manage my work. That changed my life. If you’ve been meaning to read the book (or reread it) you can actually get its core concepts in 15 minutes. But a work management system isn’t the same as a management system. Even if you know which projects are important to do, and even if you’re confident that you’re not forgetting any projects, that doesn’t mean you know to work on each project, and for how long. If you always just do whatever is at the top of your list, you’ll always be on time-sensitive, “high-priority” stuff. You might almost never work on things that are important to you but that don’t have external deadline pressure — creative pursuits, side projects, learning, things that reset and recenter you, things that you consider part of who you are.

#8
September 1, 2015
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Microcosmographia vii: How User Interfaces Are Still Failing Us, part i

How about that technology? Always getting better in miraculous new ways, while somehow remaining frustrating enough that those of us who make it suspect we’re doing it all wrong. Of course all design is made of compromises, and it’s absurd to think that we could be getting it perfectly right all the time. But I do think it’s valuable to pay attention to where we’re putting our efforts, and what our priorities are at bigger scales than individual products and experiences.

I collected a few areas I’d been hoping for years that we would have pretty well nailed down by now, but for whatever reason we haven’t. There are twelve of them at the moment, and here’s my favorite one to start.

#7
August 16, 2015
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Microcosmographia viii: How Apple Music is like 520 East

Can I just complain for a second? I know that software is hard, but when software messes up my music-listening experience in ways that used to work just fine, I become an irrational customer. Today before leaving the house I told my iPhone to download Presto by RUSH. It responded by putting a little iPhone badge in the corner of the album art, as if “downloaded” were some kind of unusual state that needs labeling. (And even though Apple has always advised against using an image of the hardware in an interface.) Weird, but at least it gave me some feedback that the music was safely on the device and that I was all set to drive away rocking.

In the car, I hit play and sang along to the opening lines of “Show Don’t Tell”. Now, nothing’s worse than being really into a song and having it come to a dead stop, but at the corner of our subdivision, just out of range of the wi-fi, that is what happened. Turns out, the album wasn’t downloaded at all. The little iPhone badge, which I’d thought was a promise that all was well, was gone. What I’d thought was an “I downloaded this” badge turned out to be a “I will try to download this some time soon, maybe” badge. My choices were to go without or to risk data overage charges by streaming it over the cell network. I went without. (At least had successfully downloaded.)

#6
August 9, 2015
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Microcosmographia v: I Was Just Now Thinking About Emoji

How much do you love emoji? I used to really hate ’em.

In 2002 I lived in Tokyo, and used an AU phone that felt like the future. But it drove me crazy that the cell providers in Japan had abused standards for their own gain by creating a bunch of mutually-incompatible encoding extensions to add these silly images to emails and web pages. It caused all sorts of problems when sending messages between different providers, or to people on computers.

#5
February 25, 2015
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Microcosmographia iv: Producers

Do you like the band RUSH? I have been super into them since I was like 12. Lately I have been thinking about the documentary that came with the limited edition of their 2007 album Snakes and Arrows. It introduces their producer Nick Raskulinecz, who they liked quite a lot for bringing to the project, and for pushing them to make each into the best possible RUSH were still the creative minds making the music, but Nick was the one who focused on shipping a coherent final product rather than on the fun of getting there.

#4
February 18, 2015
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Microcosmographia iii: Creativity Hax

Creativity Hax

Pretty tired today! I am trying again, and am not quite used to it yet. But I have an old email here that I sent to my dear friend , and I think some more folks might be interested in it. So the main text today is a lightly edited version of that!

#3
February 11, 2015
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Microcosmographia ii: Zoom Out

Zoom Out

Do you know Bret Victor? He’s a universally well-regarded thinker on the topic of how humans work and learn with technology. A lot of smart people consider his Inventing on Principle to be one of the best talks of all time for people who, like, make things, or… do things. I got to see him speak about at Edward Tufte’s seminar. His newest talk is called , and it is also very good. The subtitle of that talk is “A trail map for the 21st century”. There is a thread through most of Victor’s work, and the way he talks about it, that makes it pretty clear: his thinking and his work are focused at the level. He wants to do work that’s important enough to be remembered in holo-textbooks of the 22nd century. Maybe if he does a good job, he could have a impact.

#2
February 4, 2015
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Microcosmographia i: Exile in Hashtagtinople

Exile in Hashtagtinople

Thank you for signing up. I’m not sure yet precisely what this newsletter is going to become, but for a while now I’ve been feeling the need for a Twitter-like way to say stuff to the world that isn’t Twitter. For now I am just gonna type and see what happens.

Nickd’s recent letter , and the links therein, are probably what finally convinced me, but there have been several other nudges. I spent half of last year developing a talk about how creative people interact with the wider world, called ; all the research and thinking that went into it left me with a much-diminished view of the healthiness of social network sites as one’s primary way of connecting to people. And CGP Grey’s reminded me that there is actually a technology out there for putting strings of text in front of people who want them, and isn’t bound to mutate over time in pursuit of some company’s business interests and at the expense of its users — email!

#1
January 28, 2015
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